Tuesday, June 21, 2011

I don't understand why i just can't voice out my concern for you. I am so sorry.
I am not those kind of people that would keep asking you if you are okay, and ask you to cheer up, etc.

Just want to say that i might not have said or show that i am concern, that's because i am afraid that if i show it, people will be able to guess wad im thinking already and this makes me very vulnerable. Probably i should learn to show people my feelings. To let them feel that im anxious for them, excited for them instead of just laughing off everything or hide everything:)

And friend if you somehow get to see this post, hope that you know that i actually care about you and have been waiting for you to tell me wad happen from today 4 o'clock onwards(like you have promise).

Seriously, i am sorry to all my friends for showing the i don't care attitude, In fact, i care about every single little small things your tell me and im more than happy to share any of ur problems. Thats wad friends are for right? :)

Yesterday is my OFF day so i went out with shuqi.hehe
went to shop around in town looking for sales, but failed terribly
GSS are fake.LOL.
yea. We had early dinner at Fish & Co and we head down to boat quay to take the tourist boat that will take us tour around the singapore river area. LOL.
well, singapore is indeed a very nice place at night.


I look so retard..
HAHA! this PHOTO is SPECIALLY POSTED COZ THE ALBUM NAME IS "HANDS UP!"













THE END

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Can i just live in the world that i create using my imagination?
The outside world is too scary, like you never know what will happen. Anytime you get stab on the back without you even notice :( so scary...
Well, at least i learn something right?
In order to survive in the society, you need to know how to "communicate" LOL!!

I think sometimes im just too independent to depend on anyone.. coz it feel sucks when the person starts to calculate what you owe him,etc. IT SUCKS! GIVE AND TAKE IS NTH TO ME.. i always believe that if i treat a person nice, my kindness and friendliness would be appreciated and not taken for granted :)
Though i do met bastards and idiots that take it for granted, but i don't care just hope that the next friend i know wont be like this :D tmr will be a better day!!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Went to take family photos last sunday:)
About 20 of us went to the studio to have our family photo shoot, such a wonderful day.
Took my individual graduation photo and my own family photo and 1 big family photo!
hahas, now i know why model earn so much money, its like you need to do a specific pose the photographer ask u to. then he will say"Okay, that girl in red, tilt ur head to the right, face down a bit, laugh more" HAHA! i can actually remember what he said!!

well, its said to be a family photo but without my 2nd uncle, so sad lah.
have asked him to come, but he don't want :( sigh! it has been years since i last see him lo. somehow i miss him. he dote me and my cousin a lot. I still remember last time we always bring mattress to his room to sleep because only his room got AIRCON! HAHA! we are soooo realistic lah.. haha.. come to think of it, i really miss those time.

im really excited to see the photos:)
i will post up soon.
Wonder if i will get the chance to choose my photo not...

Thursday, June 09, 2011

Still.. nobody understand me.
this feel damn terrible, i may seems like i am a superwomen
but i need my time, i need space, i need to be out in my world once in a while if not i will go crazy.
somehow other people will think that i am just selfish to keep my thoughts to myself and make a fuss out of it, but even if i tell them wad can they do? all they can say is, everything is gna be alright:)

i know it meant well, but srsly this word only make me cry.
cant cont this terrible post, the only thing i can say is don't ever ever only judge things by looking on the outside.